Alternatively titled... how could I be so stupid?

So ALL week I have been fretting and fretting and fretting some more about my weight being up and this being my last weigh in to hit Lifetime.  So today... I go and weigh in and surprisingly am down 1.4 pounds. I seriously must have lost it between leaving home in the morning and my meeting at noon.  AND... even more surprisingly I found out I have one more week left.  OOPS!!!  I feel like a complete dork, with all my worrying, to find out it is NOT the week. 

On to next week.  Oh how cruel fate is, that now this week is my LAST week before Lifetime.  See today I scheduled my son's MRI.  He'll be having a sedated full brain MRI on Wednesday morning at 7:30 am.  I also have my own checkup on Monday morning.  It is going to be a stressful week.  I'm going to do everything I can to not turn to food - instead I will run... maybe even away.  At least that's how I feel right now.  So please keep little "L" in your thoughts and prayers (as I write this he is singing a song about poop from his bed - yes it is WAAAY past bedtime and he is not asleep).  He is only 3... and has already had more than his share in his short lifetime.  I don't believe God makes mistakes, and I am trying to believe that God didn't save him at birth just to have this happen 3 years later.

So... sorry for being a complete dork.  You will be in suspense 1 MORE WEEK!!!